I consider my happiest moments, and the first thing that comes to mind are the faces of my dolphin or duck friends. The exuberance of my dogs or the gentle engaging touch of the horses in my life. Even my fish in their little tank or a cat on my lap. I am fortunate. These relationships exist everyday for me. And yet I still become caught up in the frustration of human relationship. So, what to do? I get it. I understand that humans mirror a part of me that is so human. So conditional. I am honoured to be surrounded by animals and the reminder that I am searching for unconditional relationship. The relationship I have with animals. Imagine if I was able to give that type of attention, and receive it from a human. Because perhaps there is one pure enough to give it to me. If I was able to recognise it would be the question. Unconditional is not about not wanting anything. It is simply about being. True and without self deprecating belief systems that sabotage the potential. Thank you animals for keeping me striving for truth. O boy. Wish it was easier than this.
I always found the concept of surrender a cop out. Something one would do if one was too weak to take on a situation. So, when I found myself in a situation where I am unable to follow my passion in the most effective manner, I experienced great discomfort. Speaking up was immediately taken as judgement. Even though it was never intended as that. The presumed judgement resulted in defence. And the drama began, and unfolded. Chasms and vindication ruled. Frustration and finger pointing. What has this to do with animals? For those of us that work with animals, they are like kids. They sense how we feel. Our moods affect them. So, when this type of angst environment is created, the disturbance affects the creatures that we love. The lesson – stop the angst. It is not worth upsetting the animals. Nothing is. So, surrender. Not sure where this will go. But I am here righ...
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